Wednesday, August 15, 2007

cowards...

humility may not have got anythin' to do with bein' nice. even bein' nice may not have got anythin' to do with nice either. most of us are nice not just because we really are nice... but because we all make mistakes.. stupid mistakes which we know could have no way been made. but here we all 're. idiots. n' in those times we need someone to see just us ignorin' those mistakes. tellin' us the words which we need to hear. forgivin' us. apologizin' is just another way of requestin' them to say that "it's ok". approval junkies. that's who we're. we act n' we only think our actions carry consequences. but no. they also carry deep n' prfound anticipation. anticipation of an approval. it carries fear. deep down the roots fear. fear of opposition. n' it's a constant battle of psychosis in this transition till a consequence results. we don't really feel really nice till we receive that one word of appreciation even from the last nobody. n' only because we're weak to our bones... cowards to our hearts... confused as a milkshake... our niceness is just our defense mechanism to cover our bloody asses. it's sad. but i might be beginnin' to think that the nicer the person is.... the more incompetent he's. he's someone who has lost a lot of his battles... in general he's a loser. all in all... he's just a hypocrite.... an imposter. he's tryin' to fool you all..... to cover up his weaknesses... to disguise his faults... just foolin' around.


well the poor keep gettin' hungry
n' the rich keep gettin' fat
politicians change
but they never gonna change that.
but you n' me girl
we got the answer right in our hands
all we gotta do is

well the winds of war are blowin'
n' the tide is comin' in
don't you be hopin' for the good times
because the good times have already been
but girl we got the answer
so easy you won't believe
all we gotta do is

It's so easy, to see
If only they'd listen, to you and me.
We got to.. as fast as we can
We got to.. every woman, every man
We got to.. time after time
We got to.. vodka and lime.

well the world is gettin' weary
n' it wants to goto bed
everybody's dyin'
except the ones who're already dead
the answer we all are seekin'
is starin' right at our face
all we gotta do is

14 Comments:

johney said...

I beg to differ, Mr Stranger. Being nice. You would not know what being nice is. All that you can is a pale imitation of it. Maybe that's why you cannot fully appreciate the world as it is. You choose to only see the dark part and choose to ignore the light.

And in doing so, with imperfect knowledge, you try to generalise; the result of which when taken in large amount becomes lies; lies that weaves around one's body; until it ever engulfs one and the surrounding, corrupting those that comes near it.

Keshi said...

I didnt know u b4 u had to leave this space. But Dhruv told me abt u and I searched for ur blog n came here. What a wonderful and deep thinker u r! I'm sorry I missed getting to know u in this life but its not like I never knew u anyways...cos ur stellar writing will be here forever and to me, this is your soul...and I know u now and will always do so.

Meet u on another plane some day...till then soar high with the angels!


Keshi.

Suwansiri said...

Rian ......... If only I had brought the books for you...if only I had shared some more cups of coffee with you....if only I had known you better.... Love you Rian...if only you were listening...Wherever you are - give me strength....

LoneSome said...

Hey Rian,
I really cannt forget you dear...
you will always remain in my heart as my best friend..
A friend who always helped me in my bad time, who always gave me strength to fight the odds, who taught to laugh.............................
If God does exist then I would wish only for one thing... I want you to be my friend forever endever.... I cannt imagine my life without you..... my life is empty without you dear......... I know you are a fighter , please call me there where u r.

johney said...

Dear Rian

Perhaps I expressed my opinion rather to harshly in my previous post. But I stand by it. And I shall never let you go. I shall never take it that you are gone, for you are not. And I must make it known to you that you will live... forever in me, in your friends, your family and everything that you have touched.

Remember, the last enemy that shall be destroyed is death.

Anonymous said...

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I miss just a hey followed by three dots in my comment box!!

you are being missed!!

johney said...

Dear Rian

It has been almost two years. And still I come here. Wherever you are, I hope you are happy and good and well.

You are missed.
<3

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