senses tell me to cry when i feel the pain...the same ones tell me to laugh out aloud...when i feel the joy. but along the way...sometimes...i feel what if the senses are actually betrayin me...maybe i'm not meant to react the way they tell me...but definitely...down the line...i feel those definitions which instruct those senses got redefined.....i won't say i'd a part to contribute in that reform.....but perhaps the situations had...like always...i'm not sure.
but now....when i feel people around n' not around me...who don't love me....anymore or no more or never.......i actually feel the same way.....not like the yester years when somethin like this used to hurt me a lot......but when i can now feel that someone is beginnin to dislike or hate me.....i still feel happy......maybe i feel i deserve it perfectly.....n' now when i see or hear those expressions or tones change durin conversations....claimin in every moment.......i'm not the one anybody wants......i still feel the same......
i guess probably down the lines...these definitions really got redefined......but still......i'm alive!
Yeh hai meri kahaani,khamosh zindaganiSannata kahe raha hai,kyun zulm sahe raha haiEk dastaan purani,tanhayee ki zubaniHar zakhm khil raha hai,kuch mujhse kahe raha haiChubhte kaante yadon kedaman se chunta hoonGirti deewaron keaanchal main zinda hoon
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