# of things concerning me people face difficulties to believe in...

#1267 you never had a girlfriend?

... their disbelief shows evidential expressions ... first a humble repetitive question of the same relentin' heavily on the word "ever" thinkin' that changes the question to alarming degrees.. but i don't quite see how.... "you never ever had a girlfriend?"... "umm!... by ever if you meant my tenure of life after i came out of the womb... oh hell that'd be no again.... n' just to add.. i do believe in life before n' after life" (n' that's somethin' again they find difficulty in believe in.. my belief in life before n' after life )... with residual expression of... yeah-whatever-you-say-son-of-a-bitch-as-if-you-would-make-me-believe.