Wednesday, April 11, 2007

alive...

n' it wasn't even spring this time. i thought you'd wait till spring. because that's when everythin' ends for me. not this time. funny if i think in that way... took so many nights to make believe myself. it just took one single night to let go everythin'. last night was such a big robber. it just took away everythin' i had.. everythin' i could have. there are times when you know the only reason you're alive is because you're not dead. hadn't been my life filled with those times.. it'd have been so empty.