most relationships are absurd. the only thing that makes this statement unreal is the "most" part.. all relationships are absurd. they're weired. they're illogical. they're not rational. the only thing which makes them work is the part that we don't know about it. as soon as we figure it out... it goes apart. but that isn't a bad thing actually.. it's not supposed to mean somethin' negative. we can survive a relationship even if we find the irrational part n' know how to ignore it. i know it's desperate.. but most relationships are. sometimes just too much honesty can kill a relationship. maybe sometimes a hair color can threat its existence. it's just actually a refusal of self belief that you're alone. the part which you don't like. it's a simple blasphemy of the fact that you're miserable.. maybe that's what we all are meant to be. relationship is our unwillingness to accept the obvious.. but i guess there's nothin' wrong in it.
p.s. maybe i'll step backwards from perfection.. n' you walk towards it!!!! if we meet we'd know we were on the same track...
- D'yer Mak'er
- “...drifting to the streets of no destination was my eternal passtime... n' then comes the moment of gettin' caught in the swamps of memory... followed by hurried motion of arms n' legs. suffocatin' in the depths of past again n' again. all of these had a custom of layin' myself down in the tracks of reality.. n' then' would come the train of life... tearin' n' shatterin' every part of me. to still carry myself all torn n' withered n' broken was undoubtedly the worst part.”