A few days back i started it....oh my god!....it seems its been a while now....when i started my obituary thing.....i mentioned i didn't know exactly what led me do so.....maybe its a precognition of death that i was to have soon!....but people misunderstood me.......most of them.....as they've always done.....for most of them believe that death is the end of everything.....but i guess....its the only way to face something which is the only real n' complete truth......to me.....its only a metamorphosis from one dimension to another.
i had only asked a few of them to write me my own obituary for i wanted to see if someone else shares my reminisces of life or rather should i say something like life!.......although i'm still waitin......i guess its gonna be a very long wait.....surpassin many more deaths!.....so i guess its time to express how i lived before n' after my death!!
all people die someday......some people feel that they're already dead....i got to know that I had died!.....n' its not important to know whats the real difference among them....but important it is...that there's a difference...and more important it is....that death never means a halt.....its only a transition to some different platform.
i had always felt that i was misunderstood....at times i had felt that i was a bit "UNDER"understood......but in the end.....i somehow got the feelin that i had understood myself quite a bit......sometimes i used to walk alone like i still do.....at times i had looked for someone else......but its definitely unwise to ignore your own shadow who is always by your side.......i guess i finally did embrass him!
someone once told me this...."live everyday of your life....as if it were your last day.....because someday....its really gonna be your last day!"....n' i'm glad that i really did that.......i understood that though hopes n' expectations go hand in hand.....they're never the same!.......that you may want something......n' that you do get something.....but you never always get what you really want!.....that you really lose your present when you seek to know your future.....n' that even the best fortune tellers do lie!....changes keep on happenin non-stop......one way or the other.....n' that life somehow finds a way.....maybe to die one more day!.......that its very unwise to be disappointed when the light is turned off.....for its definitely not the last one....for there's always one more light to turn off!
i had learnt that its only safe enough to make predictions about weather......for no one really cares when it goes the opposite way!......that its the simplest thing to live the way you really are....but i had seen that simplest things are not always the easiest ones!......some believed memories bring "diamonds n' rust".....others believed memories are "devils n' dust".....to me....memories are only memories which also happen to bring the memories of the sorrows for those moments who no longer exist.
people say that they leave their memories after they're gone......but what about the memories that you leave for yourself when you know that you've died!......to me death is definitely not an end.....for they're many more deaths that still await.....................
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Well written ****! He is faced again with the feeling that people are not listening to him, what he is saying. Well you seem to, as most of us do, believe in the life after death. We people do have something called soul no matter how hard we deny in the existence of such supernatural realm. As we are busy preparing for another morning, noon and evening we think we are pushing away death from our world but we know how wrong we are. When we see our lives and all the petty activities that we are involved in the light of death they seem to lose their urgency. We stop to take notice of the finer things of life. Appreciate the gift of life.**** you are right when you meant -"as my whole life flashed by.." I think those shall be the most solemn moments.
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