a wait...another wait...still longer wait.....yet another goodbye.....one more departure .... longingness .... belongingness ..... mysteries yet to be unveiled.....a few waves.....a few bubbles....a shallow hole dug deep....life, life, n' still more life...somewhat stranger...but still alive.....a few meaningful ones.....n' a few untold....signs, signs n' more signs.....tatoos run deep....tatoos run wide....pictures of graveyards....few tears.....few drops of blood!
a walk......another walk....still longer walks....a journey with undestined fixations....streets with no bendings, but brings me back here once again......streets don't change....but only the names....few boards....few neon lights....few dog barks...but with broken desires.
nights....nights....one more of those nights...morning light departs with a still darker night....the tale of this sleepless seems to last forever.....the boundaries of the gift n' the curse run thinner.....the differences seem to grow wider....wounds open up still deeper...the song from the far reaches my ears...i can feel it....can't hear it though!....a sense of incompleteness always persists....a sense of fulfillment longs to unleash.....strangesness at its peak.....leaves no trace.....no smoke...no ash...but the fire prevails!
meanings oppose....reasons regenerate doubts...purpose defy....stretches of silence signify wait....they signify fear...fear of anticipation....fear of crushed hopes...but still do persists...even though reasons fail...purpose escape.....loneliness shows up with a definite plan!
dreams....illusions....visions....déjà vu....hallucinations...n' falsehood.....n' then the picture of the child.....a little girl with long hair....a selfish smile with indifferent eyes....the sound of the twinkle...the sound of the tickle....the sound of the giggle...the sound of the droplets....follows the sounds of silence....always!.....but still the wait propagates deeper....lasts still longer!
waitin till the gaps of silence perish forever...waitin for the wait to unlast forever......waitin for the lullaby to hush forever.....waitin for the ages to revive forever.....waitin for the rivers to flow forever.....waitin for the blindness to see forever....waitin for the madness to reign forever.....waitin for the whispers to fill these ears....waitin for the fingers to lift those fears....waitin for you not to look through me once again...waitin for you when i find you once again.....this wait of unknown origin marks your presence.....though not certain...but still remains....n' i'm gonna wait if it keeps you alive....i'm gonna wait if it makes me feel that you're gonna arrive!
4 Comments:
That was wonderful...
But don't keep waiting too long...
@mirage -->> waitin is my destiny...no point escapin from it....i wait...coz i've to wait....but it's alright!
m sure d wait is worth waiting for.
n i hope dis wait ends on time n u get wat u deserve.
@milo -->>...i guess you're right...the wait is quite worth it....coz its all that i've got apart from nothing!
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