was lookin through the pages of an old diary.....got hold of a few lines.....never read 'em like this before...n' i was underlinin words with my mind....words that implied a lot of force witha a lot of ambiguity ..... "kind of" ... "strange" ... "almost" ... "dreams" .... "hopes" ...."pretty much".... "reason" .... "meaningful accidents" .... "yesterdays" .... "dust" .... "rust" ... "habits" .... ummm!..."habits" ...strange enough that we make 'em our part without even knowin about it....i found it so similar like bein in love....you just float in it....somethin like a dream....you know you're in....but make you feel so real....you fail to notice the boundaries that define it!
habits like love.....stay with you always!.....sometimes you feel it....sometimes you don't....but all the times....it dictates you!....you tend to look for the TV with your remote in your hand....even though this very mornin....you've shifted it to your new shelf.....you genuinely take a wrong turn which leads you to a place...you know now where you don't belong.....just the same way you end up dialin a number...you're used to dial so much! ......just the same way i hug that pillow while i sleep.....without which i'm not gonna fall asleep!
habit is just like love....you follow it...worship it....in a sense that you practise it with more devotion than when you finally took up religion!.....you laugh when someone's around....n' it takes to tears when you miss someone --why(?)....habit...just like love...not much defined in terms of logic....not decided much by reason....but who decides 'em anyway(?).
habits expect nothin back....just like love does....needs a good heart to keep it...sometimes i wonder why blindness is so confusin....whether those moments did become my habits or was it only love!!
It's "kind of" "strange" that "dreams" n' "hopes" "pretty much" co-exist....though may not simultaneously.....but their existense mark the existense of the "reasons"....just like the occurances of "meaningful accidents"...like the presence of the "dust" n' the "rust"..in our "yesterdays"....though it exist no more!
habits like love.....stay with you always!.....sometimes you feel it....sometimes you don't....but all the times....it dictates you!....you tend to look for the TV with your remote in your hand....even though this very mornin....you've shifted it to your new shelf.....you genuinely take a wrong turn which leads you to a place...you know now where you don't belong.....just the same way you end up dialin a number...you're used to dial so much! ......just the same way i hug that pillow while i sleep.....without which i'm not gonna fall asleep!
habit is just like love....you follow it...worship it....in a sense that you practise it with more devotion than when you finally took up religion!.....you laugh when someone's around....n' it takes to tears when you miss someone --why(?)....habit...just like love...not much defined in terms of logic....not decided much by reason....but who decides 'em anyway(?).
habits expect nothin back....just like love does....needs a good heart to keep it...sometimes i wonder why blindness is so confusin....whether those moments did become my habits or was it only love!!
It's "kind of" "strange" that "dreams" n' "hopes" "pretty much" co-exist....though may not simultaneously.....but their existense mark the existense of the "reasons"....just like the occurances of "meaningful accidents"...like the presence of the "dust" n' the "rust"..in our "yesterdays"....though it exist no more!
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This was nice...esp the last few lines...beautiful
But you said that habit is just like love...in many ways yea. But love shouldnt b a habit! I mean u cant make it a habit to fall in love all the time!! You'll be doin injustice to love this way
@Mirage -->> never meant that mirage....but thats not for the first time...i'm the original misunderstood....but what i mean is already there in the blog...few lines speak....few don't...but who cares for empty frames...its always been that way....n' its always gonna be that way!
Hey sorry u feel that way man! I didnt wanna make u feel misunderstood or nething...its just what i think. N i spose I'm the one misunderstood here! Anyway just chill k? tc
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