...i needed nothin...when you gave me the most.
i wanted the most...when you gave me nothin.....
- D'yer Mak'er
- “...drifting to the streets of no destination was my eternal passtime... n' then comes the moment of gettin' caught in the swamps of memory... followed by hurried motion of arms n' legs. suffocatin' in the depths of past again n' again. all of these had a custom of layin' myself down in the tracks of reality.. n' then' would come the train of life... tearin' n' shatterin' every part of me. to still carry myself all torn n' withered n' broken was undoubtedly the worst part.”
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Whoa!nice template...it gels well with ur personality...was wondering few days back why u had a template that was so cliched.Planning to escape from my cliched template too.
Left behind a comment on ur previous post...feel,i hav already said too much,revealed too much...
@nomadic_waves -->>.. "Reminds me of a honey coloured butterfly that gets drawn to a nectar filled trap & try as she may...she can only flap her wings in agony & curse herself for having allowed herself to be courted by danger,wooed by a stranger who set a trap for her."
Lucky is that butterfly...that in its more than short life span..enjoys both the color of honey in its wings...n' also the nectar as its last feast....but i wonder about that desert rat that finally rots without a single drop of water when all that he needed....i wonder about those creepers who only yearns to look at the other side of the wall but only manages half way before it's finally snuffed up...
"it gels well with ur personality."
hmm...keep talkin!
"was wondering few days back why u had a template..."
you really did that?...m flattered!!!
"feel,i hav already said too much,revealed too much..."
i wanted to unveil you...but never realized that i was too involved to cover you...i've always heard about beauty that lied burried beneath the marshness of mystery...you only made me contemplate it better by makin yourself invisibly distinct to my sharp blind eyes...let this mystery never end n' let this stranger never get tired to look for it!
@lunatic -->>.. you amaze me everytime how you can see the unseen...n' you amaze me the most by doin that everytime!!!!!!!..but anyway...jokes apart..if that was a question..the answer is affirmative....n' if that was a casual statement...then "yeah..new template!"
That's what happens most of the time!
Btw, I love ur new look!! [whistle]
@mirage -->>...n' by the way..i love my new look when you whistle!!!
hey,i'm a new comer... got a chance to browse through ur stuff...thnx to mirage,she happens to be my frnd.
i endorse with u,i mean the template,but sometimes..like someone once said,"u can have itall,but u can't have all at once.."
i read ur profile...and i'm glad to see that the doors still exsists in someone's favorites.i like them too. and i'm sure u'll understand why i'm commentin usin william bliake's line in regard to urs..."there's the known,and there's the unknown.wat separates the two,is the door."presently,i can guess ur state of ur mind,u r like confused regardin to why have i written this in connection to ur template...well,i dn't know either..just felt its quite collateral to what we take things as..."somethin" or 'nothin"..i know i have perplexed u,but i feel it goes,at some point,well with what u have written....
@triplesix -->>.. hey!...n' infact you're "the" new comer....coz i felt there's nothin indefiniteness in that existence...n' "a" indefinite article sacrileges the essense of the content....n' if i could have reached for your hand through all these digital circuits the connects us...i'd have gone for a friendly strike in your hand...as a mark of agreement with what you said...but if you only let me to complete what you said...
"you can have it all....but
*...not all at one time
*...you can't afford to maintain it
*...it will take forever to get it
*...your spouse won't let you enjoy it
*...most of it will be infinitely far away
*...if you're wise, you won't want it
*...only for a moment
............."
but 666....you only require a single moment to lose it all...infact less than that..n' regardin the confusion scenario.....that's been a part of my soul since a time which others define as eternity....but definitions are fluid....but wasn't so confused regardin to why have you sprinkled a few words at my vertical....did i guess that right....it's "confusion"...isn't it...confusion of confused identities.....confusion of confused fortresses that surrounds you.....confusion of even facin the mirror for you're never sure which side of the mirror happens to be the real world....n' you only felt a possibility of some mutual transactions at Strangers' Inc.....if that's what caused you to think when you stopped here...you stepped in the right place...a place where you'll get a lot to think about..for you're only gonna find questions without any satisfyin answers......
Awake.
Shake dreams from your hair
My pretty child, my sweet one.
Choose the day and choose the sign of your day
The day's divinity
First thing you see.
n' need i tell who wrote these above lines?
hmm..i dn't know exactly what to say..except,"hello stranger!"
well,if u have seen the movie,"closer",then u know why i just called u that(lol), and another reason wud be why a simple thing gets so complicated that it only adds up to another set of confusion...if great minds like,urs and mine,think alike,then why there's still room for confusion...some ppl will only call it in plain terms as"confusion",and some great ones, like jim,[the poem that u just wrote,dn't take much time to guess it],call it insanity...
ONCE I HAD A LITTLE GAME,
I LIKED TO CRAWL BACK IN MY BRAIN,
I THINK U KNOW THE GAME I MEAN,
I MEAN THE GAME CALLED'GO INSANE'..
and for some,confusion is like a force that controls their life..even if u dn't want to:
THERE'S SOMETHING INSIDE ME
THAT PULLS BENEATH THE SURFACE,
CONSUMING/CONFUSING(linkin park)
i definately belong to the latter part..the state that i sometimes get into,is something of that sort.
sometimes,its the life that confuses u,or its u who make a mess out of it..see,i actually forgot what u just commented on,and i'm forgettin to what i'm relatin to.its confusion,confusion from every aspect of what u see,hear,sense....sometimes they make sense to u,and sometimes its gibberish.
i've lost in touch with my point,and i did get a lil confused,while readin ur reply...lol
anyhow,i'm glad to hear that u endorse with my opinion.but i still can't get one thing,y did u say,"indefiniteness in that exsistence". i mean,if u cud just elaborate,specificely..
anyhow,i'm no more ur newcomer...and i wud really love to have ur comments on my blog...mr stranger and not to forget,hpy frndship day...thnx
ok,one more thing i'm goin to jot down,and wud like if u comment on it.its from the film that i just saw for the second time(one of my favorites),before i logged on to the net.its called"the motorcycle diaries",based on che guevara's and his frnd's life on a trip to the south of US. ohh...yes,the line,"let the world change u...and u can change the world."..
how far do u agree??take care and c ya
@TripleSix -->>
why a simple thing gets so complicated that it only adds up to another set of confusion
for i believe simplicity is one of the greatest complexities that prevails...
why there's still room for confusion
didn't i tell you already....this place only lingers with questions with no real solutions.
some ppl will only call it in plain terms as"confusion",and some great ones, like jim,[the poem that u just wrote,dn't take much time to guess it],call it insanity...
...need i tell you that the feelin is mutual......for the sanity within you is but insanity....
ONCE I HAD A LITTLE GAME,
I LIKED TO CRAWL BACK IN MY BRAIN,
I THINK U KNOW THE GAME I MEAN,
I MEAN THE GAME CALLED'GO INSANE'.
Now you should try this little game
Just close your eyes forget your name
Forget the world, forget the people
And we'll erect a different steeple
linkin park
...i lost at this part...how can you contemplate even a tributary of a river named linkin park ...if you even happen to taste a drop of jim morrison.....don't you feel music is lost with those distorted gazzets they call musical instruments....they say music is felt by heart....for music is also created by heart....n' everythin else...god bless the music world!
see,i actually forgot what u just commented on,and i'm forgettin to what i'm relatin to.its confusion,confusion from every aspect of what u see,hear,sense....sometimes they make sense to u,and sometimes its gibberish.
...no...no...no...don't do it what most of 'em do....juxtaposit reasons for to know the unknown.....for i cannot distinguish between confiscation n' the diggin theory...for to know those "reasons"...they tend to liquify those reasons....n' forget to marvel the existence of those reasons....for no matter what those reasons are....the reasons are actually there....n' i guess...anythin guided by reasons....is far from confusion n' insanity......for i see reason when you made me "Dan"....n' i also see reason why you made yourself "Alice".
but i still can't get one thing,y did u say,"indefiniteness in that exsistence"
...i believe i said "there's nothin indefiniteness in that exsistence"...n' why not!
What's so great about the truth?
The truth hurts people, try lying for a change.
It's the currency of the world.
p.s. n' hey....don't just get hit by a taxi....for i'd feel so helpless for my inability to take you to the hospital!
wat an ironical concludin statement!!jus kiddin
hmmm....so u have seen the film..well,i'm not one of those who mess up their life gullibly and in a convinient manner,get hit,dat too by a movin by a taxi...i wud be damed by my own sensibilites...
anyhow...regardin ur comment to music,i mean linkin park....they are diversified views and amalgamation of various palate of different sections of music...jus bcos i like jim,dsn't mean that i havn't left my options for other kinds of music....,i jugde music on the basis of the compatability of my mood...i like their content(lyrics) and thats the reason why i like them.i think music shudn't be judged only on one basis...it shud be estimated frm every other angle... there's absolutely no doubt in connection to jim's greatness in the land of music,all thnx to his art of poetry.he's infact a better poet than a singer,cos he only speaks or shouts when asked to sing,but its the content,the lyrics,that drove urs and ofcourse my interest towards him.same thing is in the case of lp,thier content is good too,though may not have inspired u in the form of poems... but i guess that shud be the only diff..have u even tried listenin to them...i'm sure u must have tried the ones that are trivial...anyhow,its upto u....hey i asked u to comment on that line frm the film,'motorcycle diaries",wat hap?
regardin my comment on "lie",well,
"all the truth in the world adds up to one lie." (bob dylan)
have i endorsed ur outlook?!!!!??
hey,did u check out my new image...i really liked the stuff u wrote in regard to crucification..
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