n’ i remember....

n’ i remember every single ups n’ downs that i ended up havin’ with you. i remember every single moment of opportunity you gave me when i used that little piece of information n’ used it against you to make fun of you..... i remember every single moment of misopportunity which you didn’t even give me but i still used it against you n’ still made fun of you. i remember the dark staircases where i didn’t see much.....well no one did but you..... n’ i remember your expression of partial consideration n’ disgust as i was really slow in there. i remember every single run i made chasin’ you..... mostly for nothin’ n’ you gave up everytime almost involuntarily. i remember readin’ your diary once n’ then almost killin’ your soul critisizin’ every single word written on it...... i remember writin’ somethin’ on your math book (maybe not yours.... maybe the library’s)... “you need a very strong brain to solve all these sums.... for everythin’ else.... there’s you”.... i remember usin’ your last water filled bucket when there was no water no where. i remember quite a few lunches n’ almost all the dinners i had with you. i remember the night when i first met you when you were all very scared n’ i was all very hungry..... i was lookin’ for that late night biscuit n’ you were pretendin’ to be sick (by the way..... you were pathetic). i remember lookin’ for you almost exhaustively when i was goin’ temporarily insane on full scale basis as i headed my focus on my career as a song writer (by the way... that was even more pathetic).... n’ you were the critic i knew wouldn’t dare to take the other side. i remember takin’ that cheap motel room for the night. i remember us goin’ for shoppin’ when we bought the least but planned the most. i remember all those nights that we talked about the other 98% who differed from us..... n’ pitied on them to remain in a life of delusion. i remember that one month exile we took from our friendship (n’ i won’t apologize for it only made us better).

i remember every lyric that we collected..... i remember every single time you takin’ my side.... i remember every single star that i looked at with you from the balcony.... i remember winorgnizer..... i remember tony francis. i remember every single thing that reminds me of you.

p.s. the motel room thing i mentioned.... ok i made it up..... but it was done to make it look more beautiful.... n’ more to it.... we could have always done it!!!

n’ oh yes..... n’ i remember you!


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