and that's it...

i guess i've made up my mind...it's not that i've given up...but i've to.....like everythin else....everythin that has a beginnin must have an end....so this is gonna end right now?...i don't know.....but i guess this is for the best.....it's okay if i couldn't...for i tried the best i could....i see no reason.....i see no chance.....even if i do carry on.....i'm only gonna carry on.....but what's the use if i fight the battle with my best armor but still the bullets will go on hittin me...no use...i know what i'm gonna do..or what i might end up doin which seems quite likely...is not somethin i wanna do.....but still...somethings are done...for they have to be done.....this was always gonna happen...i only tried to postpone it....but i can never stop it....if only i could have!

do remember this.......16th Jan, 2006...this was when the dream ended....n' i may come back sometime to look n' read this.......probably a "milestone" of yet another discontinued journey!

p.s. n' i shall continue bloggin...