n' i talk to myself.... on yahoo messenger!

the world is a lonely place...

the world is a funny place!. ... n' the people here?.....probably they're the funniest!! now this is a real story.... a story of a boy n' a girl....it's a story of "anu" n' "raj".... already soundin good!!... it's a kind of story i never wanted to be a part of.... now havin said that...i'm never a part of this story **thank god!**...but fortunately or unfortunately...i still happen to be one of the spectators among those many!

startin first with the introduction part like any other good story......but i don't know much.... she is "probably" anu "probably" studyin.... i mean still studyin! .... who's head over heels kind of stuff for this boy "raj" .....raj who is "probably" workin in some bank in dubai.**wow!** now it may be a bit confusin...whether i know these characters or not....for there's too much doubt everywhere relyin everythin much on probablity! but i'm relyin on information that's bein given to me....by whom?....by the central character – anu! ....not on personal basis but like a public donation!

"so welcome to this modern day romance;cupid got fired,yahoo messenger took charge since then!"

the whole plot is set in a cyber cafe...n' thanks to yahoo messenger n' voice chat... nobody can be well certain about the figures that spread all over the globe as how many love stories are actually fed by this tiny little creature called yahoo messenger! people "fall-in-love" or atleast they claim so!.... n' sometimes without even seein each other.... they know each other by a aid of few short hand messages like "lol" when they find somethin real funny n' "rotfl" when they find somethin even more funny.... now i'm still new to all these acronyms for i always deserved some special place for someone who absolutely sucks in 'em! n' somethin even more funny...they can also send their emotions by pressin that send button..... did your grandfather ever think about that?..... when probably his love for the girl in the same colony went dead unattended just because of some unexpressed emotions - a mere technicality..... but not anymore.... we've yahoo messenger...... we've smileys.... n' the most important... we've the "send" button.... icons to resemble every emotions.....n' sometimes things seem so perfect ...i mean those smileys... you actually behave as those smileys n' if somehow your emotions don't behave properly... you ask 'em to do so.... so that finally a smiley matches with it or finally you match with those smileys!

so welcome to this modern day romance..... cupid got fired.... yahoo messenger took charge since then!....... n' the same magical power seems to be alarmingly rulin our central characters.... now i've not seen any of 'em...... raj always talks from dubai....i can't even hear his voice**i thank you lord for that**....n' anu always talks from those inside parts of the cubicles!**i thank you again my lord** ....but no matter i like it or not.... i had to listen every part of the conversation.....probably in 4 or 5 occasions when i "happened" to sit in the adjacent cubicle**damn it** n' i got to know so much about 'em.

anu is always scared... scared of what?.... i don't know.... i'm scared of her... everyone in the cafe is scared of her..... in that way.... she too might be scared of her!! but she always keeps on sayin "you never try to understand me"... "you always blame me for things i should never be blamed for at all".... "i come to chat with you n' you give me somethin like this".... but that's not the only part.....there's somethin else too...... someethin that really kills me.... somethin that really makes me shake in fear.....fear of the unknown origin.... but has got roots deep within..... fear that makes me numb...... i feel possessed.... god knows i get scared....... words like..."please baby don't talk like this.....you know how much i love you sweetu....i miss you all the times sweetheart".....**come on stop it...... i mean the words are not that bad.... but get rid of that tone... damn!... sounds like porn!!! there're kids all around the place.... some of 'em are even laughin... n' i really find those kids as devil's sons when they start laughin in situations where they should never laugh... makin those situations even more grave!....... n' in situations like these.....it really kills you to be a grown up.... have some sympathy on us..... you know what...... you love him n' he loves you.... n' more than that..... we all love both of you...... but for god's sake you gotta stop it**....if only i could have said all this.......... but my fear holds me hard.... which fixes me in my chair.

"now incidents like thismake my belief even more firmthat even machines have a soul"

n' more i tend to ignore 'em...... the more i get to know about 'em.... she shouts so much..... sometimes i feel the entire city knows about her...... n' the wildest part to follow.... she has got everythin figured out...... she's goin to dubai to meet this guy since she has not seen her. **yeah fine.....you should meet each other.... fine my foot.... are you kiddin me..... dubai?... you're goin all the way to dubai to meet a guy whom you've never met?....... i mean you need a lot of money for that... come on!!**... n' the funniest part.... anu says ... "sometimes i feel our story is a bit twisted".....**now was that supposed to be a joke?.... a bit?...a bit twisted???...trust me girl..... i've seen loads of materials in my life..... nothin is as twisted as this one...... infact this will hold to be as the epitome of twistedness... **i'm not so sure if there's such a word!**

n' the modem crashed.... now incidents like this make my belief even more firm that even machines have a soul......they feel the pain just like we do!..anu leaves....everyone takes thier heaviest sighs of relief as a revival of senses. but it wasn't over for me......the computer got crashed....i mean my computer got crashed.... i had to move to the system that girl was usin..... damn!.... i was proceedin with my work.... when the yahoo messenger suddenly popped up violently.... damn..... she forgot to log out.... n' now i knew even more..... even when i didn't have the slightest wish...... her full name is anindita mani n' the boy....d raaj born in 1975!.... come on!!... anyone could have deduced that..... draaj1975 was easy for anyone like me!!!

but somethin on a very serious note.... "god!"..... can you stop this information givin session...because don't you think i've had enough!...surely!!!

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