i often question myself on this...am is still runnin from my destiny...runnin from what i'm really meant to do....i've always tried to escape from it....do i really don't know what's burried inside...or is it somethin i don't wanna know...and postpone it as long as possible.......its not that i don't realize that its really bad to do so...but just as a child who closes his eyes when he sees somethin terrible...i'm also followin the same trait...because i know that the picture's not gonna change when i open my eyes...i wish the world looked exactly the same way to a grown up...as seen by a child...but on second thoughts its not the world which is really changin....its only my vision...maybe we all kill that child within us someday and realize it sometime later!
yesterday pankaj sharma called..and his usual stuff..gettin drunk and callin me...and maybe if it had been some years back..maybe i wouldn't have thought about it.....infact i'd have almost hated to hear those loads of advice from him...but at this point....when i always stare at the crowd hopin that someone esle would see me starin....but findin no one....his call was something more than i should really expect!....and these days i really like advice from anyone...i just feel that at least for some short moment...i was in someone esle's mind!
....talkin about advice...nowadays its a whole different word to me......everyone at some stage or the other learns that....i wonder what might they really have gone through...after which they've learn somethin so special...that they don't forget it for the rest of their lives...and try to pass it off to others...but i wonder...all of them.....do they really think if such advice is really meant for someone else....but probably its something that don't bother...or rather shouldn't
bother...i only feel that its a kind of a process for lettin out your highest rated success or failure to the outside world.....as they say...."advice is a form of nostalgia .....dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal...........wiping it off.........painting over the ugly parts.......and recycling it for more than it’s worth!"
....so maybe for a short moment....they translate your entire episode and link with their own and finally tells you something.....to me, it doesn't matter if that linkin is really worth....but what really counts to me is that i did occupy someones's mind for a fraction of a moment!
.....when someone else thinks about you ....in a good way....it really feels good...at least i feel so...and if someone means something special to you....it really gives a lifetime of happiness...i can still recall that day....when i was a bit upset of the fact that why do i think about someone and that someone don't do it for a single moment..... and just then that person took my name...and as i just mentioned the magic that one moment can really have.....however in my case....it was not even a moment.....maybe a split moment.....but the cast it did really spell on me...was more profound than a long awaited glory!
yesterday pankaj sharma called..and his usual stuff..gettin drunk and callin me...and maybe if it had been some years back..maybe i wouldn't have thought about it.....infact i'd have almost hated to hear those loads of advice from him...but at this point....when i always stare at the crowd hopin that someone esle would see me starin....but findin no one....his call was something more than i should really expect!....and these days i really like advice from anyone...i just feel that at least for some short moment...i was in someone esle's mind!
....talkin about advice...nowadays its a whole different word to me......everyone at some stage or the other learns that....i wonder what might they really have gone through...after which they've learn somethin so special...that they don't forget it for the rest of their lives...and try to pass it off to others...but i wonder...all of them.....do they really think if such advice is really meant for someone else....but probably its something that don't bother...or rather shouldn't
bother...i only feel that its a kind of a process for lettin out your highest rated success or failure to the outside world.....as they say...."advice is a form of nostalgia .....dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal...........wiping it off.........painting over the ugly parts.......and recycling it for more than it’s worth!"
....so maybe for a short moment....they translate your entire episode and link with their own and finally tells you something.....to me, it doesn't matter if that linkin is really worth....but what really counts to me is that i did occupy someones's mind for a fraction of a moment!
.....when someone else thinks about you ....in a good way....it really feels good...at least i feel so...and if someone means something special to you....it really gives a lifetime of happiness...i can still recall that day....when i was a bit upset of the fact that why do i think about someone and that someone don't do it for a single moment..... and just then that person took my name...and as i just mentioned the magic that one moment can really have.....however in my case....it was not even a moment.....maybe a split moment.....but the cast it did really spell on me...was more profound than a long awaited glory!
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