well as its customary to give your posts a title....i thought a lot to describe this post.....but as i know already.......i can't describe any topic that centers around you with any words....the english language is short of one word....they needa add "monish"........and yeah! this article is somethin monish.....somethin "monish" about it!
and yes i do confess that i really like coincidences in life.......its a coincidence once again that last night i published my post with a note that if someone feels the same way as i do......then just give me a sign....and today i got your mail....though i know that you didn't read my post but your mail described "almost" the exact situation....n' maybe thats the "connection" we do possess....and don't be mad at me as i'm pastin a part of your mail which i felt completely matched the frequency with that of mine....
................................"you know i have always felt there is always more
than a single person residing within this entity that we call "me"...and with time this entity evolves more than anything else..........this 'me' weathers and it starts peelin' off only to give way to another person that lay ensconced in me...a person i somehow feel i never knew..a person whose existence i never even considered let alone acknowledge....but then you realise you gotta live with this man..and there's no alternative..so you just try to see this man...and in tryin' you know he's not too bad either...you own up his thoughts ...his behaviour...his ways....and you lend him your identity....and so another life germinates......life is all about learning to walk hand in hand with your different selves...and playing with them...." ---Monish
don't get me wrong...i didn't include your mail to make my blog look pretty...but somehow i felt as if those're my words....my thoughts!
and yes...."Strangers' Inc." is "the" place where i can show the whole of me "almost" shameslessly.....its somethin as if i'm tired of livin a jester's life....makin fun.....havin fun......makin others laugh....jokes!...well havin said that...by no means i'm annoyed with this life......for i'm still livin it.......the people who know me always adds one comment if they're asked to......"this guy has an amazin sense of humour!".........but very few of them notices the other part too....the other guy who's always neglected so as to maintain the tag of "the full of energy ****".....that guy who really wanna cry when his HOD really asked him to get out.....that guy who really takes to his heart when someone he thinks he can rely on goes the other way....that guy who sometimes get so scared in the middle of the night that he has to turn on the lights to sleep!.......that guy who has "almost" lost his faith in waitin for someone who'll know him!
but then again in the next mornin....the other guy takes over.......all bold....jovial...n' maybe energetic.....and the world around him really falls for the trap......i somehow can carry the camouflage so well!........but after all these years...i've cheated most others but have failed to cheat myself.......tired of carryin those heavy loads of lies everywhere i go.....
Strangers' Inc. is only the retrojection of the other guy.....i believe its the persona of my self that was never personified!
and yes i do confess that i really like coincidences in life.......its a coincidence once again that last night i published my post with a note that if someone feels the same way as i do......then just give me a sign....and today i got your mail....though i know that you didn't read my post but your mail described "almost" the exact situation....n' maybe thats the "connection" we do possess....and don't be mad at me as i'm pastin a part of your mail which i felt completely matched the frequency with that of mine....
................................"you know i have always felt there is always more
than a single person residing within this entity that we call "me"...and with time this entity evolves more than anything else..........this 'me' weathers and it starts peelin' off only to give way to another person that lay ensconced in me...a person i somehow feel i never knew..a person whose existence i never even considered let alone acknowledge....but then you realise you gotta live with this man..and there's no alternative..so you just try to see this man...and in tryin' you know he's not too bad either...you own up his thoughts ...his behaviour...his ways....and you lend him your identity....and so another life germinates......life is all about learning to walk hand in hand with your different selves...and playing with them...." ---Monish
don't get me wrong...i didn't include your mail to make my blog look pretty...but somehow i felt as if those're my words....my thoughts!
and yes...."Strangers' Inc." is "the" place where i can show the whole of me "almost" shameslessly.....its somethin as if i'm tired of livin a jester's life....makin fun.....havin fun......makin others laugh....jokes!...well havin said that...by no means i'm annoyed with this life......for i'm still livin it.......the people who know me always adds one comment if they're asked to......"this guy has an amazin sense of humour!".........but very few of them notices the other part too....the other guy who's always neglected so as to maintain the tag of "the full of energy ****".....that guy who really wanna cry when his HOD really asked him to get out.....that guy who really takes to his heart when someone he thinks he can rely on goes the other way....that guy who sometimes get so scared in the middle of the night that he has to turn on the lights to sleep!.......that guy who has "almost" lost his faith in waitin for someone who'll know him!
but then again in the next mornin....the other guy takes over.......all bold....jovial...n' maybe energetic.....and the world around him really falls for the trap......i somehow can carry the camouflage so well!........but after all these years...i've cheated most others but have failed to cheat myself.......tired of carryin those heavy loads of lies everywhere i go.....
Strangers' Inc. is only the retrojection of the other guy.....i believe its the persona of my self that was never personified!
2 Comments:
hey...thx for askin me to read this piece..
and i agree.....we have so many of "us" within....
and that email waz juz so b'ful.....
-sonali(titzbitz)
..well call this surreal..bt u know what..this is for real..i think...well this mornin' i thought i'd get a blogspace of my own..and well perhaps...i was plannin' on puttin' on some parts of the mail that i send u as well as parts of mail that u sent me in the blog...but hell!why do we need to connect so much..that we end up complimenting each other...because i saw ur blog..i mean ur recent entries..and lo!what do i have..u've done the exact same thing....in ur blogspace..but anyway i'll go ahead with it..i guess..i kinda liked what i wrote n i want to share that wi' people who'd care enuf to stop by my blog...and u make it a point to stop by...maybe i'm bein' too effusive in celebratin' what i wrote..but i can't just help...anyway u'll have other things to read too apart from the bits of our mails....guess this thing became too drawn out a comment..
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