And I Wonder....

i wonder it's actually when that it's too late to turn back.....
i wonder when it's just too late to start afresh.....

i wonder why some books can never be rewritten.....
i wonder why some pages get turned a little too soon.....

i wonder why we want life a little more than just breathin.....
i wonder when we start only to survive just to keep us alive.....

i wonder why god is good only when he listens.....
i wonder how sometimes sounds are heard even before it strikes.....

i wonder why at times a touch is all that we need.....
i wonder why sometimes, it still hurts without any bleed.....

i wonder why there's just too much silence between two waves.....
i wonder why sometimes we find ourselves alone in a rail crossin.....

i wonder why can't i sing like Richard Ashcroft.....
i wonder why most of 'em don't like Jeff Goldblum like i do.....

i wonder why all my heroes die.....
i wonder why i still fear to lose though there's nothin left to lose.....

i wonder why my lips are not wet nomore.....
i wonder why my hair never gets straight.....

i wonder when i did start livin in the losin streak.....
i wonder why do i still wait long after a terminated search.....

i wonder how did you whisper into my ears without sayin nothin.....
i wonder how did you touch my lips with your calloused fingers without even comin closer.....

i wonder why real life lacks the ecstasy of backgrouind music.....
i wonder why can't we move in slow motion like on the tv.....
i wonder why i'm wrong about myself yet again.....
when i never wanted myself to be so wrong about life!.....
i wonder why we can't embrace our life like a long lost lover.....
i wonder why some cargo in some ships never reach any port.....
i wonder why people don't know about the world beneath the swamps.....
and i wonder....how do i fit in that world so well......