YOU.....YOU......YOU!!!
you really think you act real smart when you keep on askin me those prejudiced querries....that too over phone!
just to let you know.....
grasshoppers not only hop...but they also happen to walk....somebody like you can underline the word hopper.....but isn't always the case.....n' mind it...it's the grasshoppers that make those grasses look so pretty.....no matter they hop...they crawl...or they walk!!....n' on second thoughts...it's better to be grasshoppers than to live a life of a "dartfish"!!
n' regardin the compensation theory you assume apparently to own....you pretty much suck in it....losses are never compensated....they're only filled by vacuum....n' you know what vacuum is...yeah..it's the world that both of us live in!!!!
n' how can i possibly know how much more it's gonna rain in mumbai....that's weather...unlike you..which is exceedingly unpredictable...
n' why the hell should i tell you if i have a love life...maybe i've...alright i don't have...but so what!!!!
i don't have a habit of keepin myself invisible in the messenger.....n' i've got absolutely no intentions for stayin around for a while...just to check if every invisible character in my list is actually invisible....n' may be it's very surprisin for you...but i log in that place to have some quality conversations with my "visible" friends!!!
remember .... it was i who justified your "the most unjustified" call that you made to the one you knew had an enormous crush on you.....n' you said lines that you should never even say to a long lastin lover!!.....but you did....YOU DID!!....n' i justified you....you know why....not because i didn't know you were unjustified....but that's all friendship is all about!!!.....make your friends' unjustified acts look like justified ones....n' forget about any payback....how can you be so rude....when i didn't even make a real call, damn it!!
n' regardin the tone you wanted to create.....when you said..."you'll comment if you can.."....hang on pal....just to remind you....you've got absolutely nothin to do in there!!!....n' the only thing you can do is to ask someone else's girlfriend when her boyfriend's gonna come....n' yeah...that's all you can do...n' your words like.."if i can"....that too with a tone....is not even gross!!!!
n' when you pretend to be understandin what i'm sayin to you...forget about the understandin part...you never even try to understand me.....n' no......you can never learn what a matured relationship between two adults is all about...no matter how hard you try!!!
n' just to let you know....before askin me one more time in your everlastin "pinch" voice...."how've i been?".....read this line....."i've been doin absolutely fine....n' infact it's gettin better!!!"....n' no....i don't need to put any effort when i say i don't want to drift no more...
n' YOU JUDGEMENTAL CRITIQUE....WHATever.....just stop smilin will ya!!!!!!
p.s. .. everybody else.....please ignore this!
you really think you act real smart when you keep on askin me those prejudiced querries....that too over phone!
just to let you know.....
grasshoppers not only hop...but they also happen to walk....somebody like you can underline the word hopper.....but isn't always the case.....n' mind it...it's the grasshoppers that make those grasses look so pretty.....no matter they hop...they crawl...or they walk!!....n' on second thoughts...it's better to be grasshoppers than to live a life of a "dartfish"!!
n' regardin the compensation theory you assume apparently to own....you pretty much suck in it....losses are never compensated....they're only filled by vacuum....n' you know what vacuum is...yeah..it's the world that both of us live in!!!!
n' how can i possibly know how much more it's gonna rain in mumbai....that's weather...unlike you..which is exceedingly unpredictable...
n' why the hell should i tell you if i have a love life...maybe i've...alright i don't have...but so what!!!!
i don't have a habit of keepin myself invisible in the messenger.....n' i've got absolutely no intentions for stayin around for a while...just to check if every invisible character in my list is actually invisible....n' may be it's very surprisin for you...but i log in that place to have some quality conversations with my "visible" friends!!!
remember .... it was i who justified your "the most unjustified" call that you made to the one you knew had an enormous crush on you.....n' you said lines that you should never even say to a long lastin lover!!.....but you did....YOU DID!!....n' i justified you....you know why....not because i didn't know you were unjustified....but that's all friendship is all about!!!.....make your friends' unjustified acts look like justified ones....n' forget about any payback....how can you be so rude....when i didn't even make a real call, damn it!!
n' regardin the tone you wanted to create.....when you said..."you'll comment if you can.."....hang on pal....just to remind you....you've got absolutely nothin to do in there!!!....n' the only thing you can do is to ask someone else's girlfriend when her boyfriend's gonna come....n' yeah...that's all you can do...n' your words like.."if i can"....that too with a tone....is not even gross!!!!
n' when you pretend to be understandin what i'm sayin to you...forget about the understandin part...you never even try to understand me.....n' no......you can never learn what a matured relationship between two adults is all about...no matter how hard you try!!!
n' just to let you know....before askin me one more time in your everlastin "pinch" voice...."how've i been?".....read this line....."i've been doin absolutely fine....n' infact it's gettin better!!!"....n' no....i don't need to put any effort when i say i don't want to drift no more...
n' YOU JUDGEMENTAL CRITIQUE....WHATever.....just stop smilin will ya!!!!!!
p.s. .. everybody else.....please ignore this!
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...well..i came here with anticipation..and i am leaving with a mind in a haze of bitter relish and sacrileged faith...you,my friend have robbed my curiousity of grazing on its most loved pasture..that is you..yea,the curiosity that used to irk you so often during some days..my questions that never willed any answers..never..my questions that always loved to play with your ease..are dead now..my questions are now scandalized and have taken the form of allegations and accusations..and repulsive inquisitions...and "act smart"..finally..someone has learnt to associate the word "act"..with me..and i am glad it is you..my friend ..i am an actor finally in tune with his lost self..do you see me as i talk to you..or do you spew disgust at my presence..i "act"...oh,yea..i finally am a third grade enetertainer to you..too...its just like the clowns making a mockery of their own masks..when you labelled me that..i presumably can be just about everything else to everyone else..now all seems so infinitely amusing..and yet painful in a way...and oh yea..god bless my canny faculties too..i have learned to be "prejudiced" too..and maybe yes..i need an apathetic vision..god..i should stop dabbling in the colors of your world...i will never encroach upon your woven cocoon...you will remain smugly secure..forever..i asssure you..my friend....my friend..it will be painstaking..but i wil learn to live with this undulation..perhaps the biggest of them all....
.."grasshoppers" and "compensation theory"...i never seriosly yearned to be sardonic..nor sarcastic...but how do i drive the nail...oh..yes..shit i just learned..conclusions are hard to be undone...maybe yes..the lushness of the grass looks less appealing without the grasshoppers...and yet there will be greener pastures without grasshoppers...and maybe i will learn to emphasize on points that are befitting and congruent and not on the appended corollaries..but till then..i ask you to pity my chronic myopia...you sure do...i am soothed...and.."compensation"...sorry that i keep alluding to the point of beginning of things..no,i dont think "compensation" is synonymous with "filling of voids"..nor is "replacement" synonymous with "fulfilment"....for i know what it feels to live the life of a big empty..
...the mumbai rains...they were random...and so was my fleeting reflection on it....but how do i....??..i never knew thoughts,words..and interpretations could co-incide so bitterly..and leave such a vicious trail of singed innocence..my friend,i never did once try to enmesh you in the intricate tapestry of western india....it was a random statement...and oh god!how do i loathe the anomalously callous neurons of my random mind....and for once i am happy in the satisfaction of the thought that someone believes to know me as i am..the way i am..in a way predictable..i would have loved to be fickle...but on any given day i'd prefer to be trusted...that's a solace..the last vestiges of conviction..of a person who wants to be seen somehow...And yes...why the hell should you tell me if you have a lovelife...and why the hell..you should...and yes..why the hell..i should have craved the knowledge..why the hell..i should have known..why the hell..the words rhyme with me...in your mind..dont they...i should have learnt to be less exacting..should have known to be less inquisitive..i should have remembered it was "you"..or forgotten it was "you"...i smirk in silent admiration of your unadulterated reviling...the abomination of me...but i am soothed..my friend..and you know why...i keep myself in the invisible mode..because there are times when i just want to talk to "you"...and not just float around with the buddies on the friend-list...and sorry.i dont know how a cold shoulder is given..so i think it's better to live in anonymity..moving not even a feather of awareness in people's consciousness...so that i could just plain choose to talk to who i want to...and maybe...yes i dont have the luxury of so many friends to talk to..mine is a small place..you see...and you are in it..
..and yes.."the unjustified call"...how can i ever doubt the wisdom of my friend..and the understanding that he has rendered to me..as a token of friendship...a token..hhhhhhmmm..sounds good...finally our friendship is on the scales..and "payback"..that sounds nice too..alas..i am not educated in the wily ways of re-imbursements...or payback per-se..but i will master that art someday..my friend...can you wait....it'll be for you..i'll blunt my rudeness..and sweeten my disposition...i just wish you'll be patient..with my tardiness..
....and the creating of a supposed tone...why wuld i?..arn't we friends already..?..why would i act snooty?..oh yess...i get it.."act"..isn't it...?..i am the very face of phoniness now...every word of mine has an undertone...every sentence a catchphrase...and every expression an advertisement...a retail gimmick..aint it..??..i am just a vendor for you now..is that it?..."....n' the only thing you can do is to ask someone else's girlfriend when her boyfriend's gonna come....n' yeah...that's all you can do..."...what can i say..it's all that i can do..it's all that you think i can do..i thank you for the wake-up call...i am enlightened now by your prudent observation...i am awakened..and on my road to redemption....for what am i but just a soul strung high on nonsense and trivialities...and mindless-murmuring?..it's all that i can do...the words create a strange resonance...life has a way of re-affirming all the worst assesments of myself...and such affirmations can never be doubted..when they come from you..my dear friend....i trust you...
..what happened to your personal hero..my friend..he turned out to be an imposter..a faker of sorts....whose forte is his pretense...his only resort....ever heard the story of the apostle super-shadowin his guru..well it is true...now i realise..why do i reflect so much on what you say when we talk..why do i have every single post of yours stored somewhere in my mind ..and my computer...and why do i read them every day..even as i go to sleep...it's god's way of makin me marvel at my own grand stupidity..my inherent inability to fathom your expressions..to non-comprehend the feelings behind those well-veiled words...now..i know...i must pretend to understand...and though try i must not..because that is not something i am endowed with...but pretend i must...coz that's my holy purpose..to fake and be believed..sometimes...hhhhhhhhhh..and a matured relationship.for me..that's a lost cause..a far cry..aint it?..because my effortd to forge an adult relationship wil always invariably meet with failure..in sheer futility..coz i just dont understand what they basically consist of..or conists in...my friend..why am i so damned..so eternally cursed..?..i want you to want me to be happy...dont you?...no...not the bliss and aura of a perfectly mature and adult relationship..but just anything ordinary and vulgar will do...emulation is not in my blood..you see...i have burnt down my substance..havent i??..i dont know a cinch about maturity...i am ungrowin my own experiences..and so how the heck am i supposed to know...?..how can you be so flawlessly right..and brutally perfect?..i envy you...my dear friend...pray for me..i am losing the company of my own shadow...
..and now...how do i ask how are you doing..???..i dont need to..for your days are getting better by the day..and there's no reason for me to vitiate your "better days" with my everlasting "pinch" voice...coz i've read what you'd written and understood what they meant...oooppps..pretended to understand what they mean...and now this soul's "pinch"-filled voice will be lulled for the sake of your comfort..my friend...and i know that your will is your inevitable way...and i know that you will not drift with your want...or there will be no effort required for the want of sustenace of your state of non-drift...because it's only when the senses are alive that pleasures begin to tickle..and efforts begin to recede...or whatever......
..and i have ceased smilin long ago...your "whatever" that you called me...and so the "dartfish" loses its bite...and will have scorn and pity always on its plate of food..for it is no grasshopper..and never learnt to be one....and though the style here is vaguely similar..i'm not your nomadic predilection...but just a milestone to be looked at in the rearview mirror with a sense of self-admiration...and never to be looked back upon again...
Wow...u can get REAL mad!
@mirage -->>.. madness?? which one are you referin to????..for the one i wrote...or for the one that "anonymous" wrote....but in either case..trust me.... both are merely a mirror rejected reflection!
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