Saturday, August 06, 2005

A Conversation That Never Occurred...


Jonnathan: hey!
Dorathea: hey!...so many heyz again!
Jonnathan: why...you don't like it?
Dorathea: i didn't say that....so is it one of those?
Jonnathan: one of what?
Dorathea: not highs....not lows...the in between ones
Jonnathan: yeah...you got me!
Dorathea: so...how have you been?
Jonnathan: i've been better!
Dorathea: so you were sayin somethin??
Jonnathan: yeah...i thought i knew everythin!
Dorathea: n' you found somethin else?
Jonnathan: yeah.
Dorathea: what?
Jonnathan: that you're a punk!
Dorathea: hmm!

Dorathea: so you're doin it again huh!
Jonnathan: doin what?
Dorathea: usin the backdoor too often...
Jonnathan: aren't they made to be taken?
Dorathea: yeah...just like the valium you take?
Jonnathan: maybe yes...
Dorathea: but for how long?
Jonnathan: eternity is heck of a long time....n' it happens a small part of it!
Dorathea: n' i genuinely believe that you've got one of your bull shit reasons with ya.
Jonnathan: yeah...i always have 'em.
Dorathea: yes you do.
Jonnathan: n' you never liked 'em.
Dorathea: not never.....sometimes....for you...even the crowd cheerin for the gladiators have good reasons huh?
Jonnathan: there you go.....always after good n' bad.
Dorathea: i shouldn't?
Jonnathan: no...you should...did i ever stop you....but you also needa look at the digit "2"....the only even prime number.
Dorathea: don't you tell me that... i also feel for those sonnets which only have a span of 14 lines...but not beyond
Jonnathan: maybe thats the reason....beyond is what is apparent!...n' you always felt i lived like a sonnet!
Dorathea: how can i make you stop that?
Jonnathan: stop what?
Dorathea: you can also become guilt stricken ...even when the southern wind blows.....
Jonnathan: you know i don't like these afternoons.
Dorathea: yeah....you feel like you're in some party you don't wanna attend
Jonnathan: but i happen to be the host....so are you ready?
Dorathea: hmm...ready for the flight.....a flight with broken wings.
Jonnathan: broken wings are better than clipped ones.
Dorathea: maybe if all the witches found a blair!
Jonnathan: maybe someday!
Dorathea: yeah....someday...maybe in some rail crossings?
Jonnathan: hmm....but only in opposite directions
Dorathea: ...but atleast for a moment.....you'd be there in the foreground....i always hated that background of yours..
Jonnathan: just like i always hated it....but that's destiny.....weather cocks never show the direction they actually wanna show....but why'd anyone care to know that....for they too are followin their destinies....just like the weather cocks do.
Dorathea: n' so are we....
Jonnathan: n' so are we.

Dorathea: so....on the moon then.
Jonnathan: on the moon then.
Dorathea: n' promise me you'd never confuse me with those black spots!
Jonnathan: couldn't even if i wanted to!
Dorathea: say somethin jon
Jonnathan: i'm outta everythin
Dorathea: maybe i won't be gettin any second chance!
Jonnathan: for the first time...."maybe" is soundin exceedingly hopeful!
Dorathea: i'm still listenin....
Jonnathan: just try to live the very next that's gonna come...instead of livin it that is already long gone!...for maybe then...when the moment actually arrives...you may get a chance to relive it!
Dorathea: but still....every right turn i take....i'm gonna look out.
Jonnathan: but i'm never gonna take any left turns.
Dorathea: why?
Jonnathan: that's the reason....too many why's n' a very few why not's.
Dorathea: but don't forget those neon lights....
Jonnathan: never...

Dorathea: stop livin life within yourself....the way you always do
Jonnathan: i wish if men n' mice had second choice!
Dorathea: need i tell ya that i'm scared?
Jonnathan: need i tell ya that i feel responsible?
Dorathea: but i was touchin my face with my hand!
Jonnathan: but i was the one who saw it.
Dorathea: need i tell ya that i'm so glad that you did!!

Jonnathan: why can't we hide....no matter how far we escape?
Dorathea: for someone finds you when you look for someone else...
Jonnathan: n' how can you ever hope for findin a red sapphire!
Dorathea: you can never hear the sounds of those fallin leaves when it's thunderin....
Jonnathan: then isn't it absolutely unfair how a romance is possible amidst those thunderin sounds...
Dorathea: but this time....my eyes were not even shut...but wide open...
Jonnathan: you never know.....the world inside the mirror maybe the real one....n' not the one that we actually live in!
Dorathea: why there're so many failed attempts....sometimes i feel it's more than the actual attempts!
Jonnathan: coz maybe.....the pages are actually written...even the blank ones....
Dorathea: are actually white spaces....
Jonnathan: n' also a few lost opportunities...

Dorathea: let's wash our hands with involvement!
Jonnathan: yeah....we can do that...for we never talked about any of those lackin relationships...
Dorathea: the kind that we have...
Jonnathan: hmm
Dorathea: you know we really fell through the ice..
Jonnathan: when we didn't even want to slip!
Dorathea: n' now suddenly...all our friends took a permanent vacation!
Jonnathan: when life was instincted by insanity!
Dorathea: for all the life of me....i can never believe that...
Jonnathan: i thought i was wise....
Dorathea: but i even thought i'd never compromise....
Jonnathan: but we still live with these sins....

Dorathea: let's go do somethin....
Jonnathan: what we wanna do?
Dorathea: i don't care!
Jonnathan: alright!


My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad

7 Comments:

Mirage said...

Hey quite a long conversation tht ws! Made for a good read tho. Hey btw warm that tea k, dznt taste so good when its cold!!

desperado said...

just try to live the very next that's gonna come...instead of livin it that is already long gone!...for maybe then...when the moment actually arrives...you may get a chance to relive it!


absolutely true
but just wanted to know what made u write this stuff

D'yer Mak'er said...

mirage -->>.. will keep that in mind.


dhruv -->>.. no beautiful intentions behind that theme....might be some random psychological conversation that i made in some idle tuesday...might even be some conversation that i made or rather i wanted to make!....or might be some overheard conversation.....or might even be a repercussion of the concoction theory!

desperado said...

u really r a stranger
dont know wht goes in ur mind but know one thing tht whtever u pendown is so beautiful n so relevant tht it strikes a cord down somewhere.U want to think tht its not correct but it is. dont know how life has taught u this much so young
(but still i feel it is a bit low on morale sometimes n u should also write somethin happy n funny)
but hope u keep the brilliance coming immaterial of wht is the source

(n no other meanin intended frm this)

D'yer Mak'er said...

@dhruv -->>.. i don't know what makes you get fond of me...for you say it all the time...n' infact you're right when you say so..that i'm bein strange...n' actually..that's how i do define myself...it's the strangeness within..that remains captivated in all the places...but not here...n' kind of takes a value even beyond my critical point...

@lunatic -->>.. conversations are meant to be long..don't you think?...ofcourse you don't!!...was only tryin to make an interrogative statement..but gotta a serious question....that "nice" is conjuncted to "strange"...which infact is succeeded by the "like U" bit...my minimal grammar knowledge leaves me unaware..is it the "strangeness" like me...or is the part preceeded by the conjuction included!!!!!!

Tabula_Rasa said...

No more comments from my side anymore...and u know the reason well;-).From now on-it'll only be emails from my side.
Bye dear & yes, take care

D'yer Mak'er said...

nomadic_waves -->>.. i'm completely clueless!!!!!!