n' i threw a dice!

those are only "sometimes" when you feel the dice is actually rollin ..not just like a stone...but like a dice.... when you for a change....get some answers.... for people most often love to give no answer.... as if they pretend they're fanatics of the pink floyd cult...listenin only to "comofortably numb" from the time even before the track was realeased.... but it seems they've taken a brief break from their vacation.

n' it seems my dice suddenly started to roll... n' it even "elucidated" all the prior "elucidations"....that were thought to be ....but needed further "elucidations".... i don't even know who's listenin to this right now... but even if no one is... i'm representin more than one just for a while n' i respond when i say this to myself....

so ladies n' gentlemen.... for all the "i don't know's" for "what the bottom of the heart did to gain preference over the side or the top"... i give you madhatter for all the answers

madhatter says...

       

...and i like what lies there untouched and unquestioned at the bottom of reality..i like what lies inspired and invalid at the foot of everything beautiful....i would like to scrape away the skin and see veins oozing life...i am in an unfashionable love affair with "the bottom"...for it lay there uncomplaining for the length of eternity and has no qualms as yet...it has borne sustenance to the structure that preens above it...and is not shaking at all even now...i believe i even like the "bottom" than the "top" more in the same pensive lucidity as people hate things that are so seemingly "superficial" and love all things that are so seemingly innate"..the bottom has been meted out with such palpable indifference..yea it has been..for no one would ever force one's hand to the bottom of a cookie jar and pick one out..not coz the cookies there are bad but just because it defies common logic as well as sense..and i guess not worth all the pain...and things are actually replaced when the bottom is seen and not when we actually run out of stock...but where would all the cookies in the world go if there was no bottom ever in the cookie jar...wouldn't all the stuff in the world run out through the conatainers they are kept in...funny in a way this picture that i paint..i know...but sensible in its own crude way perhaps...pandora was a wise lady for she knew whoever opened the box would only ever care what lay there to be seen and not to be found out..and so she packed hope at the very bottom of all the illnesses...and so easily did they fly out...and did anyone ever sneek a peek at hope??..i love the bottom when someone loves me from the bottom of the heart..for its the very last vestige of your existence..its the last straw that you hold onto..and when you have given it up you have nothing left to hold onto...its like you have almost emptied out totally..and have nothing left to hold ever again to yourself..and the things would just leak out just like the cookies in the cookie jar...!!..the top and the sides can be so easily replaced..valuable and yet so very replaceable..you can almost buy them in a convenience store near the place you live...for you just take away the layers and see,you have another layer assume life at the surface..just as same..just as congruent to the previous layer's identity..its like as if you never even ever removed the layers at all..!!...and who did ever replace the bottom..who ever did??..and when yo do replace..you don't actually do replace it but just fill the same void with a new life..and it will have a bottom too..just like the very last whiff of air that you will ever breathe out....

       

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