Thursday, February 09, 2006

Unacceptable

n’ sometimes after all the years you’ve spent... waitin n’ waitin. a wait such a long one which makes you take different lanes... the wrong ones mostly.... you actually get confused..... “what was it that you were waitin for?” things get erased... hands of clocks rescheduled..... you miss out somethin.... n’ you board the wrong plane sometimes.... you land up elsewhere where you can’t even speak for they don’t understand..... n’ then you start livin this wait.... you start puttin a few words within quotes.... while others you don’t quite like.... n’ then you’ve got those pages that keeps on reappearin even when you don’t flip backwards.

it’s such a long relationship between your wait n’ your life.... you no longer feel that it was once that you had waited for that wait to end.... talkin such, you begin with one.... you grow another one in between.... n’ then you end up with your old wait once again.... it’s not even that you don’t want that wait to be terminated.... but it’s just that you start gettin used to it. n’ at this point.... it’s safe enough to say i’m even scared just to imagine how things gonna be like when such a wait finally gets over.

       
few things in life are unacceptable.... a few others are even more. and everybody loves the rest.
       


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3 Comments:

: M : said...

you should be the one to tell me abt whether i won against mediocrity or not! i dont think i am btw..

Anonymous said...

you should be the one to tell me abt whether i won against mediocrity or not!
...n' suddenly you made me feel it was me who you were fightin against... but on second thoughts...maybe you were!!!.. the lady poem lover...oh sorry... the lady sonnet lover!...personification is your birth right!!!!

i dont think i am
... but the bigger question is ... can you?

: M : said...

maybe i cant...but i think its more important that i strive not to be; and succeed in persuading myself at times that i am not.