dear love n' hate

i don't know if you're gonna like it... but i was havin' this typical sunday afternoon conversation with N.... n' surprisingly... sunday seems to be missin' somethin' without his call..... when we were essentially talkin' irrelevant.... we talked about you........ when he thought he was jokin' about you..... i insisted.. "actually you're not.".... the fact that you impose yourself virtually on everyone possible..... i consider you rather unreliable.... because in most of the cases... you appear to be the platonic version (oh-my-god!)... which is actually the root cause of your betrayal (or withdrawal) syndrome..... unlike the latter... as i can't hate somebody just like that..... i mean i can.. but it's kind of difficult.. n' more important than that... i won't.. i mean nobody will... n' just to add... N liked the concept.

analytically yours,
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