Sunday, December 18, 2005

if only once in a lifetime can happen twice...

i cut myself tonight...
to see if everything's alright.
i drifted inside the pain...
the only thing in me that shows.

i brought the needles near the wounds...
i'm not gonna stich you though...but wanna tear deep.
there ain't no use to take these pills...
for i remember everythin.

i sit inside the castle...
with the jester's broken crown...
there're too many unknotted threads...
somethings i can never tie

under the burrow of the wheels...
the feelings shall fade away.
though i meet someone else...
the story repeats itself.

what have i become
...when all i wanted to be me.
everyone i find goes away...n' so will you...
i want to give it all...
but this bowl of scum is all i have.

i could have ended it miles before...
if only i knew how to start.
i feel i could have myself...
if only i knew a way.

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