a late night conversation....intention - casual...turned into somekind of a serious one...not really serious one...casually serious.......probably the conversation drifted in the direction exactly where it should have...
kansky : hey!
trager : hey
kansky : was somehow thinkin about you...
trager : i knew that.
kansky : was actually expectin your phone call tonight...seriously!
trager : don't you think you're wastin your youth!
kansky : ok i wasn't expectin...i was kind of hopin that!
trager : do you really believe that makes the picture look better?
trager : so what about the exams?
kansky : what about 'em?..fine...yeah fine!
trager : what's tomorrow?
kansky : CAP
trager : n' people always love to use acronyms while they talk to me...specially those who know i absolutely suck in 'em!
kansky : computer aided ...**made to pause by trager**
trager : whatever...like always ...all depends on the prof.
kansky : like always.
kansky : so trager...did you have your dinner or are you again keepin yourself hungry?
trager : actually i did have my dinner tonight!
kansky : so you still find yourself alive!
trager : hmm...unfortunately yes.
kansky : unfortunately?
trager : hmm....this is somethin i'm not very proud of.
kansky : shut up!
trager : really...
**pause**
trager : kansky...i really feel i'm gettin old!
kansky : i believe we once had this discussion before?
trager : really?
kansky : yeah...n' when i told you you can't get old....you can only be older than someone else.
trager : then probably i'm growin older than the rest!
kansky : you can't grow older than the rest.
trager : then why am i havin this feelin?...for i don't feel without any reason.
i feel like this old person in the house whom you always find in an easy chair......unable to take part in any part...who's only informed about matters...who's actually invited to have this birthday cake....but no one really bothers to inform him..who's actually havin this birthday...who's actually treated like a photo frame...but seriously kansky...i don't like bein old or older either... i still want to be a part of everythin...but i don't end up with........n' what i end up with?...not bein a part of nothin.
kansky : will it make any difference to you if i say you still mean the same like you used to?
trager : i always know that kansky ...you don't have to tell me that...n' so do you....but that really doesn't help much....for you're too far....you're too far...n' i'm here.
**he hurries with his words**
but it's ok...i hate when i sound like this....you study...do well tomorrow!
kansky : ok i'll do that...but...
trager : n' just for the record...i'm gonna listen to Meat Puppets whole night!
kansky : well now i feel i'm wastin my youth!
trager : yes you're...good night!
kansky : good night!
p.s. trager : recently i read somewhere...some kind of survey being done....that revealed that most girls are fascinated by older men!...but it made me wonder....are there any surveys bein done which would reveal...how many men actually wanted to grow older!....trust me kansky...i don't...i don't!
kansky : hey!
trager : hey
kansky : was somehow thinkin about you...
trager : i knew that.
kansky : was actually expectin your phone call tonight...seriously!
trager : don't you think you're wastin your youth!
kansky : ok i wasn't expectin...i was kind of hopin that!
trager : do you really believe that makes the picture look better?
trager : so what about the exams?
kansky : what about 'em?..fine...yeah fine!
trager : what's tomorrow?
kansky : CAP
trager : n' people always love to use acronyms while they talk to me...specially those who know i absolutely suck in 'em!
kansky : computer aided ...**made to pause by trager**
trager : whatever...like always ...all depends on the prof.
kansky : like always.
kansky : so trager...did you have your dinner or are you again keepin yourself hungry?
trager : actually i did have my dinner tonight!
kansky : so you still find yourself alive!
trager : hmm...unfortunately yes.
kansky : unfortunately?
trager : hmm....this is somethin i'm not very proud of.
kansky : shut up!
trager : really...
**pause**
trager : kansky...i really feel i'm gettin old!
kansky : i believe we once had this discussion before?
trager : really?
kansky : yeah...n' when i told you you can't get old....you can only be older than someone else.
trager : then probably i'm growin older than the rest!
kansky : you can't grow older than the rest.
trager : then why am i havin this feelin?...for i don't feel without any reason.
i feel like this old person in the house whom you always find in an easy chair......unable to take part in any part...who's only informed about matters...who's actually invited to have this birthday cake....but no one really bothers to inform him..who's actually havin this birthday...who's actually treated like a photo frame...but seriously kansky...i don't like bein old or older either... i still want to be a part of everythin...but i don't end up with........n' what i end up with?...not bein a part of nothin.
kansky : will it make any difference to you if i say you still mean the same like you used to?
trager : i always know that kansky ...you don't have to tell me that...n' so do you....but that really doesn't help much....for you're too far....you're too far...n' i'm here.
**he hurries with his words**
but it's ok...i hate when i sound like this....you study...do well tomorrow!
kansky : ok i'll do that...but...
trager : n' just for the record...i'm gonna listen to Meat Puppets whole night!
kansky : well now i feel i'm wastin my youth!
trager : yes you're...good night!
kansky : good night!
KOI NAHIN...KOI BHI NAHIN...NA PAAS NA DUR
EK YAAR HAI...DIL KI DHADKAN
APNI CHAHAT KA JO ELAAN KIYE JAATI HAI
EK ZINDAGI HAI JO JIYE JAATI HAI
KHOON KE GHOONT PIYE JAATI HAI
KHWAAB KAATON SE SIYE JAATI HAI
EK YAAR HAI...DIL KI DHADKAN
APNI CHAHAT KA JO ELAAN KIYE JAATI HAI
EK ZINDAGI HAI JO JIYE JAATI HAI
KHOON KE GHOONT PIYE JAATI HAI
KHWAAB KAATON SE SIYE JAATI HAI
AB NA KOI PAAS HAI
PHIR BHI EHSAAS HAI
RAAHION MEIN ULJHI PARI
JINE KI EK AAS HAI
YAADON KA JUNGLE YE DIL
KAATON SE JALTHAL YE DIL
PHIR BHI EHSAAS HAI
RAAHION MEIN ULJHI PARI
JINE KI EK AAS HAI
YAADON KA JUNGLE YE DIL
KAATON SE JALTHAL YE DIL
p.s. trager : recently i read somewhere...some kind of survey being done....that revealed that most girls are fascinated by older men!...but it made me wonder....are there any surveys bein done which would reveal...how many men actually wanted to grow older!....trust me kansky...i don't...i don't!
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