the difference between 0056 n' 0057!

moments matter...atleast it does to me...for changes happen ........they do!

i don't know why...but i was almost feelin it...probably that's why end of innocence kept on playin...i thought it played for it didn't want to stop...but i guess it had got other reasons....the bad ones!....n' right now i'm pretendin...i'm talkin with this guy with a big smile...n' my words....they're not.

a guy has to go around 30 kms for 8k per month...when he knows he won't be stickin to it for he has got other deadlines to meet.....that's it....after so much of a long dog struggle....i thought my thoughts would have been more intense ...had it been the days it used to be......he was my good friend...till i lost him...or he lost me...but somethin that i'm quite sure of....we both lost each other...even though we're havin this cup of tea like we did so many times....probably you formulate infinity if you figure out that number........but it didn't work tonight....but thinkin in generality......so much of struggle?...n' what's there in the end...a mighty zero......probably this ain't the end...but i know...it's only gonna be worse...probably not the end..for so many things never end....but the comin days....for the past still captures your present n' dominates your future.

probably the times are still the same....we both once dreamt...probably we still do......but enthusiasm that once reigned inside us...took a long vacation.......somethin that we were informed much later.....or rather should i say...we assumed it?....we were once only a door step away from one another...n' now?

but still the creep show continues....you see but you don't....you hear but you don't.....n' those dreams take a backseat...quietly..when the world comes in between......but still you try to be happy...n' i "was"....i was strangely till 0056...n' 0057 took it all away....i know ...people who don't know me....who can't know me..i shouldn't allow 'em to take it away......but you can't turn your face...for they make your world.....

i wished if fun wasn't so complicated....not wrapped inside thick sheets of ethics...rights n' wrongs.....the livin n' the dead!...i wish it was all so open....like a chocolate fantasy....just go n' pick it up......but you can't...but the strangest part....you still get a glimpse..you wanna take a bite..when you don't get it ...you feel depressed.....but sadness strikes you even more ..when you're havin a healthy bite...n' then ..they make you take it away....

why...why?

Remember when the days were long
And rolled beneath a deep blue sky
Didn't have a care in the world
With mommy and daddy standing by
When happily ever after fails
And we've been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers dwell on small details
Since daddy had to fly
But I know a place where we can go
That's still untouched by man
We'll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the wind
You can lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
O' beautiful, for spacious skies
But now those skies are threatening
They're beating plowshares into swords
For this tired old man that we elected king
Armchair warriors often fail
And we've been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers clean up all details
Since daddy had to lie
But I know a place where we can go
And was away this sin
We'll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the wind
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair spill all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
Who knows how long this will last
Now we've come so far, so fast
But, somewhere back there in the dust
That same small town in each of us
I need to remember this
So baby give me just one kiss
And let me take a long last look
Before we say good bye
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence

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