Friday, November 18, 2005

I get confused!


sometimes i get confused....sometimes i get more confused...n' strange enough.....sometimes i get even more confused...

i get confused when people don't understand me...when they don't understand even an iota of me...they see right through me....but strange enough.....i get more confused when they try to understand me...try to decode what my sign says.....try to unveil the hidden.....try to see me.......but i get even more confused....when a few manage to do so.

i get confused at times...when people refuse to talk to me....or they do...but in a way that i feel they don't want to...i get confused in those times..for i feel i don't sound that bad....i get more confused when people start talkin to me.....n' it makes me even more confused when they want to talk but couldn't quite do so...eventually they don't ..but i know not why!

sometimes i get confused because the way i act....for it happens to be way out of way!....i get more confused when i know what i'm doin is strange...but even that knowledge won't make me stop doin it...n' when i end up doin it....i feel more confused.....but somethin that confused me even more...are in those times...when i don't at all act strange...but feel i'm bein too general!

i get confused in these times...i get confused in this sleeplessness....i get confused in the nights......but mostly it's just me who confuses me the most!

n' the strangest part...i still long to be confused!

14 Comments:

Dreamcatcher said...

aree tum to khud bhi itna confused ho isiliye tumhara posts bhi confused hai.

Anonymous said...

Life is quite simple, don't try to complicate it, budd.

D'yer Mak'er said...

@dreamcatcher -->> ..

firstly..aisa kuch bhi nahin hai!...n' secondly...i've no confusions about you..you're a complete mental!!!...m pretty sure!!!!!
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brad -->> ..

...maybe you're just a passerby who won't come back...but still i'm replyin ...who knows you might...but hey!..are you god?..i mean you maybe god...talkin to me....but then i looked at your location...felt a bit strange...you're from the u.s...now if you happen to be god....you're so far from me...how will i ever reach you?????

but just in case you're not god...thanks mate...you took a bit of trouble to get in..i mean i appreciate it...

p.s. .."simple things are always a bit complicated to handle!"

Anonymous said...

Why do you need to reach 'God'?

If 'simple' things are a bit complicated to handle, then they wouldn't be termed as 'simple'.

D'yer Mak'er said...

@brad -->> ..

Why do you need to reach 'God'?
...why not!

then they wouldn't be termed as 'simple'
...but terminologies are mostly based on assumptions...like they based the origin of this universe entirely on assumptions....the signs don't always show you the way...lights are not always bright...even freedom at times ain't free enough....n' yeah...sometimes....simple gets complicated.

p.s. take care buddy!...glad to see you back...never thought you'd return...take care!

Anonymous said...

I didn't return per se, I was around.
Take a deep breath, and say to yourself, 'It's gonna be simple'. Remember, there is no spoon.

D'yer Mak'er said...

@brad -->> ..

Remember, there is no spoon.

I wish that life was like it is in the movies
'Cause the hero always gets his way
No matter how hard it gets on that dark lonely road
At the end he's got a smile on his face
But when they threw me out to the lions
No one saved me as I fell from your grace
And no one wrote me new lines for what I said wrong
What I did wrong I could not erase

Anonymous said...

I didn't throw you to the Lions, I left you with them, as I thought you were one. Don't let me down now.

D'yer Mak'er said...

@brad -->> ..

...it's been ages here...after i closed a direct entry to this blog...that i actually had a conversation with someone...people actually here only see these posts...n' not beyond...but then again..why'll they..n' why need i expect that..but then again at times when you dn't know why you feel somethin but still you do...

but suddenly you come inside...when i kept those doors closed...n' actually make me feel god's around me!...that's pretty sweet...whatever...

but lions???...i'm only that below average simple man who has dreams of a better tomorrow...but his today's are actually botherin him...but he's still workin on it..n' somehow... his hopes make him believe that someday...those tomorrow's will be his today's...n' till then....he keeps his faith!

you take care brad!

Anonymous said...

Close all the doors you want, but if you still ask for help, somebody usually pops by.
The next time I stop by will be after quite a while, but if you do need a hand, you'll know where to find me.

D'yer Mak'er said...

@brad -->> ..

i do....i do need ...if not your hand...just the shadow...but lemme know you're around!

Anonymous said...

do stay confused..... it helps..... & if u dont understand..... u can always say that u didnt 'coz u were confused....

Anonymous said...

& dont make such a hue n cry if people dont understand u & dont even make an effort.... it doesn't matter.... they aint gonna remember anything anyways.... so just let it be

D'yer Mak'er said...

@sharon -->> ..

...i never knew they get time to read blogs in Ibm Global Services India

but anyway...i'll keep that in mind!!!

p.s. take care!