oh no i'm not depressed....probably it's not even sadness...but fear..of origin obscure....somethin that can only be felt..neither be seen nor heard...when you feel like someone just touched you from behind...n' when you turn back in some hurried movement...as if that sign of termination of a prolong wait...when the heart beats that extra beat...makin you confused....is that fear or excitement...to turn back n' see someone you really want to...but....fear that you encounter when you cross some busy highway in some mid day rush hour...when you look for the fast movin cars...n' just when you see a child..a girl...with long hair...playful laughter...that reminds you of someone you don't know...her discrete footsteps takes her away from you....n' a sudden fear strikes you amidst those loud horns that you're not gonna see her again...
fear of losin somethin...even when you're more or less sure that you've not yet found anythin.....fear of somethin might not work...even when you're more or less sure that nothin have started though!....fear that few sentences might get end.."just like that"...without even reachin the predicate...fear of discontinuity...fear of realizin that somethings are difficult than the rest....fear of bein there...fear of holdin somethin so hard as you could...fear of slippin in the ice when it's yet to be broken...
fear that the colors might fade away from those walls...fear of seein that outline when you remove a very old picture frame that kept hangin for long years....fear of gainin all the common sense....but losin all the times to use it...fear of those rains cause the roof's got a hole in it...n' all my dreams are gettin soaked....
There are few things sadder in this life.... than watching someone walk away ....after they've left you.... watching the distance between your bodies expand.... until there's nothing... but empty space and silence.
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